Last Saturday, September 6, 2008, at UP Diliman University… I experienced the best con I ever went to.
I went to the Yaoi con.
…and LOVED it <3
SERIOUSLY. If only I could post the pictures I took~! Tinatamad ako eh, so uhhh… wala muna hehehe…
Saya talaga ng Yaoi con, super! Rikka, Simone, Patchan — tau-tau ulit ha!! 
Nabibwiset nanaman ako.
I was fine until this evening. The day started out great — I was excited to sell and buy at the Hanap Gimik. We sold out early to our disbelief. We ended up packing-up early, thus being bored all day long until 3 o’clock struck. The fun commenced at Rikka’s house, and it ended when I was just about to go home.
I really, really dislike my family.
Kasi naman — lahat ng ginagawa ko, parang napaka-stupid para sa kanila! Nag-hang out lang ako sandali sa bahay nina Rikka, eh, ni-nag pa ‘ko ng nanay ko. Sabi ko pa hindi required pumasok bukas at pupunta ako sa bahay ni Rikka para mabigay ko sakanya ang notebooks ko para maka-aral siya – WHICH IS TRUE, BY THE WAY – eh, NAGALIT PA NAMAN? Ano kaya ‘yon? Parang siya hindi nagkaroon ng mga kaibigan! Well, naiintindihan ko naman siya ng konti, kasi siguro na-offend siya kasi I decided on my own na pupunta ako, pero hindi naman ‘yun ‘yung point ko eh — SHE DIDN’T BELIEVE ME. She said, AND I QUOTE:
“Anong gimik yan? Eh, magkukwentuhan lang naman kayo ‘dun! I wasn’t born yesterday, hija. ‘Wag mo kong gawing tanga, ha. Mag-aaral daw… kelan ba kayo nag-aral?”
Oh, diba, nakaka-hurt?
Swerte talaga YUNG IBA JAN, na ‘yung mga magulang GO, OK, KAYA MO YAN, ANAAAAAAAAAAK! kaysa SA AKIN na ang mga magulang ay, 25/30? BA’T ANG BABA NG SCORE MO? HINDI BA PWEDE ITAAS YAN?
Mahirap talaga pag Cum Laude ung mga magulang, noh?
Bwiset. Ayoko na. Gusto ko nang magtrabaho sa Japan para hindi ko na makita ang pagmumukha nila!! D: Nakakabanas; parang hindi ka appreciated. Dyuz me, I DO NOT FEEL AT HOME.
.It depresses me to realize and accept the fact that I haven’t fully prepared the draft for the AP presentation this coming week. Yet at the same time, I’m quite happy to believe that I’m not going to be the one to present said presentation. Just like always — I do the work, they present it. It’s just a matter of what I can do and what I tell others to do. It’s sorta cool… yet a little depressingly unfulfilling in a way.
.Anyways, hindi naman ako siguro nag-eemote, diba? Eh, wala akong magagawa — parents ko, tinatanong na sa’kin kung ano ang magiging trabaho ko in ten years time. Parang nagkaroon ako ng epiphany — alam n’yo ‘yun? Realization of great truth? Parang bigla kong naisip — ay, oo nga noh. Ano nga ba? At first, I chose linguistics kasi ‘yun lang naman kaya ko. Hindi naman ako kikita pag nag-Arts ako. So what kung maging Psychologist ako? Che, wala naman akong talent sa logic at ka-eck-eckan. So, in short, Linguistics is my only choice lang talaga. The whole thinking-about-the-future thing sorta surprised me — I’m not usually thinking about the future and all that. But now — ugh. Now I know why my brother got so fidgety and anxious around two years ago before he graduated — the whole course-picking thing really bites people in the ass.
.Wahaha… malapit na ang Quarterly Exams. I still have so much to do — the draft for AP, the presentation for AP, the studying, the passing, the waiting-for-the-grades-to-come-out… GAH. What’s this thing of mass blackness invading the sanity located just a few blocks away from my BRAIN? IT’S DRIVING ME INSANE. SERIOUSLY. Grabe, I’m stressing out like crazy. I’m not showing it, though… after all, baka naman magreklamo ang mga kapitbahay; may baliw sa tabi.
.Hayy… alam niyo… Pinangako ko sa sarili ko na gagawa ako balang araw ng reviewer para sa KAHIT ISANG subject sa school. Geez… why am I writing something as random as this? What’s so great about — ugh, you know what? NEVER MIND. I guess I’ve run out of interesting things to add that I randomly mention certain things that absolutely make no sense whatsoever. Gah, this is so annoying =w= I guess I can say goodbye to rationality and reason, eh? It’ll probably be gone by the time the Quarterly Exams end. JOY.
.That’s all for now. I’m going to drown myself in Phantom of the Opera before it gets too late to even sleep.
.FINALLY~!! MAGANDA UNG TINUGTOG NAMIN KANINA~!! HUZZAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!
.Shet. Kathleen’s got a new clarinet~!! 8D Am so happy for her~! Now she can practice at home nao — and I bet the others will get new clarinets, too xD I just bet. xD Hehehehe…
.OHEMGEE. CAREER ORIENTATION BUKAS. SHET! DI PA AKO READY MAG-CAREEEEEEEEEEER!! D: I still wanna be a kid. Leave me alone… nuuuuu…
.Yey. I got 10/10 on the SW in Chemistry xD I am a genius, ’nuff said… either that or chambalero lang talaga ako. XD Galing ko manghula, noh? HAHAHA…
.P.E. SUCKS MAN. TARANTELLA SUCKS, TOO. TAMBOURINES MUST BE BURNED BY MIDNIGHT. ALL OF THEM. D:< ALSO, WHAT KIND OF TEACHER TEACHES TWO FIGURES IN ONE MEETING? D: As far as I’m concerned, that person is not a miracle worker!! D: Honestly, one should teach it slowly and sincerely… I hate the fact that that person’s voice is so… monotone as that person teaches. SERIOUSLY. I’d rather do 100 push-ups than endure that kind of teaching ever again. I swear xD I striked it because I only said that to prove a point, not to actually do it to prove that point xD Weird, noh?
.SHELTER. :] Di nyo ko magegets kung di pa kayo nag-AP. It’s awesome crack, man. BELIEVE IT.
.*** really rocks. Seriously, guys — ang saya ng game na ‘yun. Maraming maguguwapong lalaki, ang saya~!! I’m not going to say the name ‘coz I might get sued for unauthorized advertising xD
.Yey~ I managed to play the first four measures of 70’s Medley. It’s an achievement, I swear~! XD All I need to do is actually play the whole thing :/ It’s hard… ‘coz I don’t know the beat. Hmph. Stupid computer being so stupid…
.A rather uneventful week, but… xD Well, yeah.
.Goodness gravy! ‘Takte ng week na ‘toh! Puro test at seatwork, amf! XD
.I forgot what happened here — ahh, oh yeah. Well, the week started normally… and we played the National Anthem quite… badly yet again. :/ I feel kinda bad for Geca because… well, it feels as if no one’s listening to her when we’re just distracted or… gah. SORRY GECA. ISA AKO SA MGA NADIDISTRACT XD I know we’re cool, hahaha~!
.Ayy, naku. I didn’t quite like this week because it was soo super exhausting. I dunno why, but I’m starting to realize – wow. People really DO get tired when they work hard. HAHA, NO SHIT, INDI NGA?! Haha :] Well, it was quite the ‘epiphany’, pero I’m not sure I totally appreciated its meaning. XD That just means I have to get tired, right? Pfft. Figures.
.I totally looove my Chem teacher! He’s really cool ;] At first I thought he was a terror, but then… he still is, pero hindi naman halata. xD ‘Yun na ‘yun. I just hope I can maintain a good impression while he’s my teacher and adviser… kasi gusto ko pumasa ng Chem!!
.BEOWULF!! DANDANDAAAAAAAAAANDANDANDANDANDADAAAAAAAAAAAAN!! I AM BEOWUUUUULF!! RARR~! ;] Hehehe! Natutuwa ako sa Beowulf, pramis! The story is very interesting… but the narrative is boring. Not that I couldn’t understand it though — ASUS~ — pero I still find certain narratives BORING. Di ako ganun ka adik, noh. The only thing I didn’t like about it was… how farfetched the movie was xD Biro mo — ang layo talaga ng mubee sa narrative, pramis! As in super layo!! How the hell did Beowulf have an affair with Mama G — Grendel’s Mama xD — and have the FIREDRAKE as a son?! The hell, man! The hell!! And Grendel looked like… xDD never mind. *zzzziippp!*
.Hmph. No comment for the other subjects. xD Just that CCF is really cool; I can’t wait for Human Sexuality. I can finally voice my opinions on homosexuality — kasi hindi naman nila kasalanan na ganun sila, eh. They’re human — they love! D: I’m going to stop the comment here because I might fill the entire browser with blahblahblahs about homosexuality :] Not that I mind, though~ and I’m not gay — I am a supporter xD
.Yey, gumanda tugtog namin 8D Nanjan kasi si Papa Toni eh xD I would like to refer to him as Tonton-sensei, but I might appear autistic xD A good name is better than calling Sir Anthony the way I would like… diba? :3
.SHET. MAY BAGONG FLUTE NA SI MARIANNE. KAINGGIIIIIIIIIIIITTT~! ;3 BAKLAAA SI MARIAAAAAAAANNE~!!
.Yey, the second week is over! Malapit na mag-summer, sa wakas!!!
.I’ve had the worst Monday ever. Well, not really. I just didn’t particularly like it. I started the day by waking up — of course ;P — and getting ready for school. My mom didn’t cook breakfast so I had to stick with bread and cheese. D: Not a very good breakfast, but I got something in my system. *shrug* But I really wished she’d cook ulam with rice more often.
.So, ayun, nasa school na ‘ko. We waited for a while before assembling in the CWS. But since I’m part of the school band, I had to assemble by the left side along with the others who were going to play. Only a few of us were able to play, so the impact of our playing wasn’t really… awesome or whatever. Hindi pa maganda ang simula ng National Anthem namin. It’s so frustrating! I hate it.
…ahh, shet. Nakalimutan ko na kung anu-ano ang sasabihin ko dito para sa second week. I haven’t even started the third week yet. D: I hate having memory gap. *sigh* I guess that’s what happens when you focus too much on school — hahaha, joke 
.So the first day of classes ended… about four days ago. Umm, yes. Quite late, I’m sure, but –!! It was quite the amazing experience. And by amazing, I meant very dull. And by very dull, I meant I-wish-it-was-summer-vacation-already.
.When I first entered the green, green gates of the big, big school of Elizabeth Seton School, I felt a nasty vibration in the pit of my digestive track. It was either a very bad case of LBM or a feeling of slight nervousness. I seriously hoped it was the latter. There was no way in hell I’m going to do a number two in the school bathroom — even if the bathrooms do look like Glorietta and Podium ones~ 8D
.I was early by an hour or so — no big deal, right? — so I waited inside the classroom for a couple of minutes. As I sat there in my seat, I realized how old I was. I mean come on — I’m a Junior now. I’ll be sixteen next year, and the year after that, I’m going to college as a seventeen-year-old hag. What happen to my years of youth? I feel so old already, for Heaven’s sake! Ughh, it’s bad enough that I’m already old… do I have to feel the act too?
.After a mundane wait of ten to fifteen minutes, one of my best friends greeted me with a warm smile and a very tight hug. I can still feel the pressure on my lungs D: Anyways, the other aliens were arriving, and I finally felt at peace. What? Wouldn’t you be glad if your fellow nitwits arrived? Yeah, that’s what I thought
.Assembly, assembly, blah, blah, blah. Gurr. I was on the verge of falling asleep with my eyes opened. Oh wait, I think I did do that. I only managed to catch the most important thing in the introduction of teachers – Sir Martin. Yey, Daddy Bishie! I miss him sooo much! Too bad he’s booked with the sophomores, though. We could do well with another year with him. Anyways, after that, I immediately froze my brain into inactivity. *sigh* But I had to catch the moments when new teachers were introduced. Not that I particularly hate the idea of new teachers, but it’s just… ugh. I hate the idea of strangers. I had a traumatic experience with one and I’m not going to stick around and endure such trauma again. Holy pentab, there goes my paranoia again.
.Sir **** is my adviser. I thought he was a terror teacher at first, but I later found out that he’s the nicest person ever. He’s just born with a scary face and voice xD hahahahaha… I make myself laugh so much it’s sad :/ Anyway, our co-adviser is a new teacher, and his name is Si — Mr. **** – the one and only teacher I have ever met who even mentioned the idea of the title ‘Sir’ being for Knights only. Gah, hello — this is the Philippines, you boob. Who cares about the authenticity of whatever title we give to each other? Hell — I call you nice, but is that necessarily true? NO IT’S NOT.
.Lunch break was more like a Brunch Lre… gah. Why do I even bother? My inability to come up with witty jokes makes me so sad I cry myself to sleep at night. :/ Life sucks. So does the new lunch time. I hate eating lunch early. It makes me sick. I’m not used to eating early – I could go on without having lunch until four in the afternoon, but ten in the friggin’ morning? I’m soooo not used to that, bozo. My stomach needs to adjust to the new schedule, though. No complaints… but I can always bitch about it in my blog 8D Blogging pwns and that’s a fact.
.The day ended with me waiting for my dad to pick me up. Ugh. I ate two Pizza Bars — the blue-tabbed one — and ended up buying another one for the road. Yes, I’m that much of a pig. I eat when I’m angry, upset and impatient… which is most of the time. See how much of an improviser I am? I displace my anger and uncontrollable rage on the consumption of microwavable food. It’s better than being a serial killer, right? Oh, speaking of serial killers, I hate cereal. I want to burn every cereal in this house – from Bran Flakes to oatmeal. They must vanish off the face of the Earth’s crust.
.Assignments, assignments, assignments. Being a Junior is starting to work off a huge chunk of fat on my inexplicably ugly ass. Not that it’s a bad thing — it’s just plain bad. I actually have to work to get something done? When was that part of the deal? *sigh* Anyways, at least I finished early. I can actually pay attention to my mom whenever she talks about philanthropy and human rights for once. Man, I sooo want to become a therapist. 8D I would look so damn good in a corporate suit xD Laik, shyeahh…
.That’s all for this week’s update. I’ll update again whenever I feel like doing it. Don’t pressure me, ‘coz I know the people who read my posts don’t exist at all. XD Sucks for me, but if it’s for the sanity of all who have the decency to keep them, then so be it.
.Grr lame title – WTF? D: Most of my friends aren’t my classmates. Phooey. *harrumph* Figures. School does a lot of things to mess up my life… *shrug* But then again, it’s not a really big disappointment. I would still get to see them during recess, lunch, before and after school. *shrug* Well, back to studying.
.I made my labels 8D I am so happy~ the images were cropped from a really, really cute pic of my favorite couple – Seto and Yami 8D – and I must say, I’m a little happy that it turned out quite nicely 8D But… *pfft* My mom wanted me to make two; one for notebooks and another for books. Gahh, I’m not in grade school, Ma – I can tell if it’s my book or not D<
.The former is for the books; the latter is for the notebooks. *grin* I don’t own the images used to make these labels – milcrepe made them. She’s a very wonderful artist – I love how she draws Seto and Yami together!! Long live Prideshipping~!!
.Well… what else? Oh, right – I’m supposed to be in Cotabato City this year. *groan* Last year I was CV, now I’m CC – what does that mean? Is that some sick, cosmic joke or a coincidence? I’m voting on the former – Fate’s a psychopath.
.*sigh* I feel like I’m pressuring my friends to join the school band. :/ I can’t believe how utterly controlling I am; I practically forced them to join! D: And one of them… oh, no, two actually want to leave. :/ I’m not so sure about the first one, but the other one’s forced to stay because she already bought a friggin’ flute. *sulks* Can you believe how entirely repulsive I am? I feel like a middle-aged woman who’s forcing others to live the life she’s living just so she won’t be alone… *gasp* DOES THAT MEAN I’M PRESSURING MY FRIENDS TO JOIN BECAUSE I DON’T WANT TO BE ALONE? D: OH HELLS NO! I’M A JERK!
.What else? Oh yeah, I got a haircut – yes, a haircut. Just six inches or so. *shrug* I don’t really know… but my hair used to reach my knees; now it’s just hovering above my ass xD It’s layer now – and I think it’s very pretty 8D It’s lighter now, so I’m not complaining~ but still… *sigh* I miss my hair. I even waved the falling strands goodbye when they were cutting my hair – oh lol. Around three people worked on my hair when it was wet xD And-And-And the woman who was cutting my hair was on her tiptoes when she was pulling my hair back so she could cut it xD And the blow drying – ugh, don’t get me started on how utterly hilarious that was! I seriously wanted to laugh! They were smiling and yet – oh my goodness. *pats back* I have a tendency to shock people 8D
.My Tamagotchi died D: It was four-years-old, too! *harrumph* I woke up late to find the stupid hovering egg on the screen. It died. It got a job as a doctor, dude! You ain’t gonna see that many Tamagotchi’s saving lives and applying band-aids!! *grumbles* I should’a known I had to work hard to take care of it xD Oh lolz, what am I saying? Anyway, I have a new one now – it’s a girl. I named her Baby FTW~!! Best. Name. Ever. <3
.Anyways – pizza’s calling me. Well, not really the pizza, but… you know what I mean. Later.
.You heard it right. My goddamn computer was killed in action. Ugh. Some shitty virus decided it was funny to destroy all my files – fanfic documents, images, photoshop pics, doujins and BL MANGA included – and ruin my life. How great is that? Not only is my livelihood officially destroyed, but my life might as well be over. *sigh* I guess this might be a blessing in disguise – you know, so I could concentrate on school for once? – but shit, I LOVED THAT COMPUTER. I HAD 2000+ FUCKING SONGS THERE. FUCK THIS!! I AM SOOOOOOO PISSED OFF!
.*sigh* I won’t be able to update anything, check anything or even talk to anyone for a while. I hate that fucking virus.
